Broken But Not Beyond Repair

Take a moment and be honest with yourself; have your life been so tested that you have wondered, why in the world am I still here? A life so challenge that you have prayed to die or even tried committing suicide? A life of questions and yet a life of praise to those who see what they want to see but never your scars? Have you cried so much in life, that there are sounds but no tears? Your eyes are shut but not asleep, laughing but not happy, singing but no tone, surrounded with people and yet you are alone? Your head hurts but not sure where the pain is, trying to explain how you feel but it is not coming out right? Loving but not getting love in return? Have you tried so hard to be the best you can be but your best was not good enough? You have looked at yourself, hate yourself, love yourself, hate yourself and time seem to have lapsed on your life with a full stop that says "The End." My friend all of our lives have been challenge in one way or the other: but the question is what are you going to do with the challenges that have challenged you? It is true, there will always be people who think they are an expert on evaluating other person's issues and what they need but at the same time, have no solution to deal with their own mess. Yet, it is amazing at the inability of some folks to correct their own insanity because many believe that it is always someone else who have the flaws rather than them. Individuals who walk around with their nose up in the air pretending to having it all together, acting as if they are better than everybody else. Equally important, they do not mind assassinating your character, judging criticizing, persecuting, labeling, firing, molesting, raping and abusing you for their own self-gratification because it make them feel important that they are head master of the universe. Until you decide within yourself that you are not going to take it anymore, you will always be to the bottom of somebody else barrel.