Dear Sis,
I wish I could look you in the eyes and tell you, sis, I see you! You are somewhere in between, I am going to go hard for Christ, love myself, love my tribe, and glow up... and on your mentally exhausting days you're beating yourself up for past and current failures that have somehow convinced you that your glorious redeem life is a lie, and one day you will be exposed!
These tormenting thoughts have tried to take you out, and every little thing triggers you. Your mood changes from minute to minute, you spend half of your week at times combating thoughts of inadequacy, impostor syndrome, and low-self worth. Why? Because the devil, your adversary, is truly checking for you. And I have learned over the last few years that the increased battles spiritually, mentally, and emotionally happen in your life for one reason:
The enemy is terrified of the redeemed you.
Your purpose, your gifts, your calling, and the lives you will impact. The enemy keeps your mind busy with the worse version of yourself so that you can stay distracted and confused about the purpose God has for your life. "But he is A LIAR!"
Through Christ, you can get back up, adjust your crown, and walk in true freedom!
